Release Blitz for Seduce Me (Ravage MC #2) by Ryan Michele
Title: Seduce Me (Ravage MC #2)
Author: Ryan Michele
Genre: MC Romance
Release Date: June 9, 2014
Synopsis
Gage Thomas (G.T.) Gavelson fell in love with his Angel when he was just a pint sized kid. Both beautiful and smart, he always felt she deserved so much better than him. Growing up beside her in the club only continued to test his will power, until one night, he gave into temptation. Realizing he couldn’t allow himself to hold her back from the life she deserved, he pushed her away, allowing her to believe she would never be enough for him. Letting her go had been the hardest thing he’d ever done. Even though he’d thought it’d been the right thing to do, not a day goes by that misery doesn’t consume him for it. When a tragic shootout occurs, everything changes as once again their lives are intermingled. When you find your way back to the one person you are meant to be with, forgiveness should be easy. But sometimes, we hurt each other too much to ever be able to forgive. Is their love strong enough to heal their pain?
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Seduce Me (Ravage MC, #2)
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Excerpt
The morning air strikes across my skin as I step
out of the clubhouse slowly walking to my car. I’ve had to say good-bye to Harlow twice now, but
this one is by far the hardest. The weight on my shoulders is bogging me so far
down; my legs find each step difficult. I do not want to leave. This is my
home, the only life I’ve
ever known.
And
my only connection to my father Bam, but it’s what must be done.
I
place my hand on my stomach closing my eyes and breathing in deep the air
rushing through my lungs. It’s
funny how life repeats itself. I think that it’s Dr. Phil that says ‘past
behavior predicts future behavior’ and to
hell if that isn’t the
truth.
Walking
up to my white and red Chevy, I slide in slowly turning the key into the
ignition, the car roaring to life. My eyes focus on the garage and my heart
sinks as I slouch in my seat, the weight becoming too much. Hours I’ve spent inside that building learning, but the
best were the ones I spent with my Dad side by side under the hood of this car.
He spent such meticulous time teaching me everything he could, always patient
and answering the thousands of questions one at a time. It was the best time of
my life.
Growing
up in the club had its difficulties, but with each challenge that has been
thrown in my face, I came out a stronger woman because of it.
I
never knew my egg donor of a mother, who happened to be a club momma. As soon
as I popped out of her stomach, she handed me over to Bam and never looked
back. I don’t even
know her name and at this point in my life have no intention of ever finding
out.
I rub my stomach and disappointment scatters
through my body. How could someone just dump their child and never contact them
again? Never want to watch them grow up? The thought is just inconceivable to
me.
Even
though it doesn’t make
sense, it’s what
mine did. Bam never had a choice on whether to raise me or not, but I never
once felt like a burden on him. True, my life growing up was very different
from the life of my other schoolmates, but I loved it and wouldn’t change a thing.
For
me, being strapped to a Harley before I could walk and attending parties where
guys smoked cigarettes, drank booze and kissed barely clothed women was the
norm. Watching fights break out over stupid shit almost every single day is the
way of the club. Don’t get
me wrong, I was always cared for, mostly by Bam, but when he was busy, the throng
of club mommas entered in and out of my life to temporarily care for me, none
ever staying long enough to form any kind of connection to.
Bam
was there though as much as he could be. He’d have tea parties with me and play this
wrestling tickle game that always sent me into fits of laughter. I loved him…I
still love him. His life lessons were the best education a little girl could
have. I never had to ask him, it was like he knew what I needed when I needed
it.
When
the time came for boys, he always told me that no man
is good enough for my baby. At the time, I rolled my eyes, but now I crave
to hear those words come back out of his mouth.
I
hang my head down to my chest willing the tears to stay at bay. I will
not cry. I’m
stronger than that.
Bam was able to do it, raise me that is. Even
with the struggles, he did it. I can too, but in order to, I need to get away
from here and find out who I am. I need to do better for myself and for my
baby, my family. I want a life here, but unfortunately that is not possible
right now. It’s not
my choice, but that of my baby’s
father.
Even though he doesn’t know about this precious gift I have growing
inside of me, he’s made
it perfectly clear that he doesn’t want
a life with me anywhere in it. It seems
he’s too interested in chasing pussy to ever settle
for just one. It guts me and shreds my heart that I’m not good enough. But I’m learning to accept it, even if it kills
me. He left little room not to.
But I need to get myself together and stop with
the ever impending pity party of poor me. I am not a poor me kind of woman.
Thanks to Bam, I’m a
grab life by the balls, deal with the consequences and make myself a future
kind of a woman. That is what I am doing by leaving. I have every intention of
coming back, every intention of introducing my child to his father and every
intention of making my relationship with Harlow work. As soon as I have my head
on straight.
Lifting my shoulders, I put the car into drive
and set off for the new life that I have planned for my baby and I.
About the Author
I'm a mom and a wife who works full time. I have a huge obsession with collecting paperbacks and reading. Becoming an author, wasn't exactly what I set out to do, it just happened. I needed something to help me get rid of the feeling of being 'just a mom' or 'just a wife' that was consuming me and writing became that outlet. My book(s) cover some tough issues which are hard for some readers to digest. I am grateful for every single one of you who read my books.
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